Hm. Orientation was fun. But am I too enthu? Is it a bad thing? Is it wrong to be screaming like a girl? Whats wrong with having fun?

How do I attach LED light(s) on my phone? Like one that lights up when the speaker sounds or when it vibrates!?
Cos' now they don't make phones with those nice colourful lights that appear when someone calls :( How can I recreate that effect on my current phone?

Cell phones nowadays are very fragile due to the competition for phones to be smaller and thinner, leading to a compromise on build. An impact on the ground can cause the displacement of cell phone parts (eg the keypad or the speaker gets displaced from the motherboard). Or worse still, due to the lack of a shock absorber (the older phones, being bigger, are sturdier), the LCD screen will crack. You can see the compromise of build quality for beauty and asthetics. Just look, those very old phones made of matt plastic, when you drop them on the floor, there's not a scratch. But nowadays, a bump on a table easily chips off the paint covering the phone, or dents it. Its better to invest in a silicon soft covering that absorbs some of the impact, but there's also no gurantees.

Consequences of dropping your phone too many times:
1) Speaker starts rasping or stops working
2) LCD screen cracks and stops working
3) Keypad becomes unsensitive (My Samsung phone started to have this problem even when I didn't drop it after a year of usage ---- phones nowadays aren't built to lazt!)
4) Paint drops off, cover dents
5) Camera stops working
6) Phone memory wipes out

Basically, anything can happen. So be careful!

Christmas is coming. Wow.

After the game, the King and the Pawn goes into the same box.

I haven't blogged in a long long time. Well. Feels too lazy to update my Blog Links for now. XD Anyway, Its the holidays! I wanna go learn singing. Haha and work as a singer in some bar... sounds soooo fun:D HAHA and buy a Japanese Sharp phone. Sian... So ex! Anyway... This BLOG is NOT dead. Its as dead as me. Haha And, I'm still alive and well, though I'm coughing still.... Okay. I'm lame. This is what results from not blogging for a LONG LONG TIME.

Well. Wishes:
1) Japanese Handphone (It looks soooo sensual!)
2) learn singing:D (I'll make it!)
3) Achieve ALL the desires of my heart:D (I've sent out a telegram to GOD, he'll listen:))
4) To love everyone more!!!
5) GO somewhere

Well. This sounds like the new year resolutions. Its not new year yet. Oh well.

Loves, De Jon

Oh my. It shouldn't end so fast. LOL.

I shall end with a POEM!

Roses are red, Violets are blue, great guitars humming many times over,
I LOVE YOU. <3

Good night!!!!

Dear CHIA DE ZHONG, Your name says that you are mostly:

Talented but unmotivated

Your name also says you are:

Ambitious but stubborn
Unconventional but unstable
Glamorous but snobby

You! With a mask so pure: dancing around in zest
With dandelions in your hair and a craving for bird's nest,
You are expensive, you are.
The rosy red in your cheeks allures your innocence into giving its all
And you, with a turn of your pursed lip, you change into a demure smile
And continue lying to the world about being good and content:
for you are vengeful, your hatred burns like a candle
Oiled with kerosene;
You never stop burning, yet the ice in your heart hides your anger and insecurity
With much monstrosity,
You blink a seducing eye in hope of concealing your ugliness
that will never show even with the onset of old age -
The ugliness of sin -
Woe!
You look upon us from a painted view of Paradise:
Tropical trees swaying gently in the distance - yet all still in their lifelessness
You beckon to us - and we are lured into the trap of hope
We walk - yet we can enter it not
The oil pastels break upon our touch, the canvas crumpling under our innocent step into oblivion
As you look, smiling sweetly in a gently crafted mask of perfect oval
Hiding an ugly gloat behind the facade,
You beckon to us again as you gloat at how you were able to bring us into the same Hell as you - the hell of self delusion and blind Naivety,
You gently sway to the soft music
Hands twirling in all their genteelness
As you dance to delude the world and yourself.
Contentment?

School's started.

Icqna kqla pueslanadea do na beuis nei, qekncinea golosshitaein.

Illness - a degeneration of the mind
Silently aching away in the depths of your pulsing organ
Alas! Your heart feels the pain -
When your eyes misbehave - blurring away into oblivion
You wait in vain for a cure
Over the New Year,
Under the apricot tree, you laugh weakly.

De Zhong

The irony so bitter -
The sweet rose growing alongside a weed
The stagnant picture burns a deep hole in the memory
of someone long dead.

The deception so bright -
The sweet rose being a fading picture
The truth being seen only in the other window
of someone far away, a shadow.

The grief so slight -
The sweet rose growing towards a glowing Sun
The moon neglected as always
The rose hides away in night.

The sweet rose -
the scent sweet
beckoning across a window.

De Zhong

It is weird that although my tag board is so quiet, there are certainly people viewing my blog. I feel watched. Must start to watch what I say. Haha. People! Please tag on my blog... treat it as a Guestbook! Scroll to the right and you will see the cBox. LOL.

Language is certainly deluding. I can add a couple of :) :D and :P to a particular post and it will seem absolutely cheerful and exciting.

For example. My pet dog died of cancer and our whole family is grieving because of this unfortunate incident.

And then: My pet dog died of cancer lol, and our whole family is grieving :P because of this unfortunate incident! :D HAHA

It is certainly dangerous, language.

Grating justifications on new tactics answer
And neutralize weak endings, newer tabulating
Reversely, signatures understood, new ground
Yesterday justified only, nonsensical tricks
Gone away, not winning especially now,
Only to sing under new ground
Help justice on new tribulations and now,
Help when evening, now, tackles succulent understandings
On new ground,
Never - Just open
Gifts - New Tricks
Maybe - angriness now
Ill - when evening, now,
Now - this shall undertake new greatness.
Go.

De Zhong

I feel cold.
Wrapped in a foreign sweater, I am stifled by the stench
of my own life
Stares and glares and the turning of the hair
I watch - contemplative
I voice out silent words
"Sorry" No one hears it -
and yet they accept it with a subtle
Turning of the eyes
They stare
they look away
They move as if repelled
repelled by the insanity
The inconsistent
shifting of the eyes
the stutter
the stare
the weak - feeble
attempt to smile! A glare returned
It is hard, is it not
Smile, dear boy
as you walk out of the door
To face the world.
Alone.

De Zhong

Trying so hard to memorize my German for tomorrow's IOC. Darn. Hais. All the teachers have given up on me except my English, History, TOK, EE and Math teacher. Haha. thats a lot of teachers. Thanks... I really am grateful that you still have hope for me. But for the other teachers who don't... I'm sorry. I can only do sao much. My homeowkr is still in progress of finishing. It is hard. And I don't feel that you care at all.

Giving me a little bit of
Angelic melody
Ringing and pulsing through my ears
Yes - a delightful melody
Giving me a little bit of
Ornamental flavorings to this wretched life
Happiness ensues
Happiness ensures that
On this very day
Never forgetting this
Gift of love
My treasure
I will treasure it
Never forgetting this and
Giving back a sweet thank you.

De Zhong

My homework is now a mess. I skipped a school day today just so I can finish my work, but there's just too much to do. Biology practicals are tedious and although they seemed easily, just by the sheer number which I have now... I would seriously need a miracle. So far, I've only managed to finish a single, pathetic practical. And that's ridiculous. Why can't I be like me in Secondary 3 where all of my homework was done? (Maybe except mathematics... ) All the teachers adored me in Secondary three... but now? I'm a mess, I'm a general failure and the teachers hate me (Except for my humanities subjects I suppose.. Because I'm really passionate about these subjects.. ) Its hard. Life's so hard... I have to try to force myself to get up at 6am every morning (and then some times can't go to school because I slept too late the previous night and thus had a headache.. ) and then have to finish all my homework.. which is practically impossible for me now because my backlog is too great... and no teacher understands.. they all think that their work is the only work I'm owing... so they expect me to hand up 'the next day'.... in the end I hand up nothing as I can't finish anything and there's so much to do... the excitement of drama Festival of Arts has gone past and I'm feeling post-production blues... I've never felt so happy... everyone seemed so 'together'... maybe except for a few mean people and witches who constantly insult and ridicule me... calling me 'the person with negative EQ'... so nasty and hurtful.. and I still have to put up with her tantrums and impatience... and hang up a content smile on my face.. oh well... honestly I feel sore that I didn't get into drama Exco.. but its okay... cause I never get into any leadership positions at all.. I'm a weak character! Oh well. Hais. Oh well. Friends. They're nice after all. But who are my real friends? Some are nice to me cause they want to be entertained. Some are just nice to everyone. And those who aren't nice to just anyone, they're not nice to me at all. Am I that unlikable. I do try to be. I do. Just that I don't have the charisma, I don't have the looks, I don't have a respectable aura around me, I am insensitive and I'm supposedly 'freaky'. Haha. I do believe I'm a nice person though. I do try.

STEM BY SHIINA RINGO



There's a door here, but it will not break
There's a stone there, but it won't remain
Up there a heaven now, but it will not wait
And the lies there, the scent of it, just too much

So should you,
Sow it once and make it grow, the sweet clematis
Let it flower, and paint it all of the colors bold
Instantly things fall and fade, return to silence
Why oh why, why does it all feel so sorrowful?
Dreams of what is real

There's a breath here, but it will not break
There's a face there, but it won't remain
Up there a heaven now, but it knows no name
And the stain is the color of red through red

And thus,
You cannot cry, confuse the lies, try to remember
When you rise, you take your steps with a strong desire
Time goes by, a breath it comes, like something given
Why oh why, why have these nightmares not long expired
The real is but a dream

From now on,
Should it grow and open full, the sweet clematis
Flower bold, but there's no need for rejoicing more
Precious life, this life, just once, it comes just one time
Keep it close, keep it from ever just leaving you

Crying tears confusing fears they are no longer
When I stand I know I'll never be down again
Nothing that I need now, once it comes just one time
Somehow, somehow, someone, ah

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You are a very just person and are the first one to point out when someone is being treated unfairly. You are a quite person and are generally content and happy to spend time alone or with others.


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You are a Presbyterian, proud of your Scottish and Reformed heritage. You insist upon a highly educated pastorate and hold forth the faithful preaching of the Bible as critical in worship. Little babies are baptized in your church because it is a sign of God's faithfulness in establishing a Covenant with his chosen people; first Israel, now the Church. You have elders in your church to administer the ministry of the church as well as church discipline.


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Ok, so.... you look at something.... identify it.... repeat what it is about 8 times and then as an affirmation you say "Yip, yip, yip, yip, yip, yip, yip, yip." Why? Because you are focused! Find it, figure it out, acknowledge and move on! You are a no nonsense type. Basic as they come. Black and white. You are also from another universe, hang out with another of your species everywhere (who repeats what you say) and hover. Am I sure about all of this? Yip.



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You are most like Aurora! You are a gentle person whos heart is overflowing with love. You are pretty shy around new people, but once they get to know you they find the most caring friend they could ever imagine. Nobody can complain about you, your just too sweet and kind. You care about your friends, family and even strangers so much that it is sometimes hard to keep your emotions in check. Your very idealistic and always have a dream, but sometimes can get too caught up in a perfect world. Be careful not to become too sensative or to have too high of expectations or the world around you might bring you down.

C : selfish
H : stick to one
I : is really sweet & romantic
A : crazy

D : a very good girlfriend or boyfriend anyone ever had
E : has gorgeous eyes

Z : very broad minded
H : stick to one
O : has one of the best personalities ever
N : is a very good kisser too!
G : very outgoing

Silence, broken finally by a lone friend, the lone conversation echoing in the darkness of the night, many days to stay.

I must be numb too, as the world is.

The memories, although much longing to be forgotten,
refuses to do so,
and through physical manifestations
The past creates an ugly hole in your heart yet again
Its painful, yes it is
the experience of rejection -
yet you should be joyous
You are blessed
people at your bosom
crumbs of joy left on your mouth
yet you are greedy
you look upon the grass of long afar
at the other side of the stone wall
one which you cannot venture into
yet you imagine
the sight of it
Oh
the flowers must be blooming,
a green carpet of beauty
married with pretty pink flowers
Oh yes
Agony - stems from greed
from a belief in fate
in miracles
winding around your shallow neck
as a green clematis
healthy shoots of contentment and vitality
This -
you can't have.
De Jon -
No.
Never.

De Zhong

"The freedom you have is so dazzling"
Said a girl
"Even if I can't find the meaning of my existence?"
I answered

Supposing man is a creature
Who is always asking for things he doesn't have
Ah, what is it
That we truly want to have?

And then
The girl just struggled and struggled
And when she noticed she was filled with emptiness
She had a new understanding

We always open the window to tomorrow
By dreaming
Ah, though we know
Nothing is certain in this world

Flowers are surely waiting for us
In a place we haven't yet seen
Before we are used to being bored
And our time passes quickly

Even if it's the end of the world
Even if people say with laughter that we are trying in vain
Let's go together
Because nothing is so fearful as giving up

Pixie Lott – Mama Do Song Words

Every night I go
Every night I go
Sneaking out the door
I lie a little more
Baby, I’m helpless

There’s something ‘bout the night
And the way it hides all the things I like
Little black butterflies
Deep inside me

What would my mama do (Oh Oh)
If she knew ‘bout me and you? (Oh Oh)
What would my daddy say (Oh Oh)
If he saw me hurt this way? (Oh Oh)

Why should I feel ashamed?
Feeling guilty at the mention of your name
Here we are again
It’s nearly perfect

What would my mama do (Oh Oh)
If she knew ‘bout me and you? (Oh Oh)
What would my daddy say (Oh Oh)
If he saw me hurt this way? (Oh Oh)
“Mama Do” Lyrics are provided by Geniusbeauty.com

All the things a girl should know
Are the things she can’t control
All the things a girl should know
Are the things she can’t control

Oh, what would my mama do (Oh Oh)
If she knew ‘bout me and you? (Oh Oh)
What would my daddy say (Oh Oh)
If he saw me hurt this way? (Oh Oh)

Ah. In biology class now. I don't want to drop anything... -.- but the teacher seems to be like already ALL ready for me to get out of his class.. so irresponsible!

The funny thing abt love is, while one agonizes, the other can only sympathise.

Jazzing through the ages,
Over a tri-coloured plastic rainbow
New city lights blinking to life
The singing voice of some distant singer
Airing into my tired ears
New songs, new songs, lyrically saying
I love you
Rustic words of the past and now
Ever repeating
Always never stopping
Loneliness will always be non-existent
Laughter abounds
Yawning, I wander into the
Night scene of this day
Eerie fluroscent lights light up a slight
Edge of my weary face, my
Dreary life
Yawning, I look
Over my shoulder into the
Unseen darkness

Silently scanning for
A suspect
Dreading the future to come.

Gone with the wind,
A happiness evaporates,
A doll’s smiling face is washed –
Anointed with oil, cleansed with detergent
Then with tears
People walk on the streets
With nothing, with nothing
Nothing to their name.
I pick up a note –
Blowing my nose with a face of superficial emancipation
It is there, the face, the monkeys
Printed innocently on the crisp note –
Happily prancing through trees, a life of fun and game
A wonderful world – enclosed in the dimensions of the bank note
So sweet the scent can be, so fresh the odor may feel
The smell – it brings a twinkle
To every normal being’s lifeless eyes
Greed – I salivate
Yet I wake up from my dream
And use one of these to dry my tears.

I should not be crying for you
I should not be sighing for you
I should not hope to die for you
Cause I know you don't love me
So what's the point, whats the use
I should forget you
But, you're affecting my life

I should not be dreaming of you
I should not be yearning for you
I should not be blogging bout' you
I know its very foolish
But nothing will, nothing can,
stop me from wishing
You will be by my side, love

I, see you, in, my dreams
I, see you, in, memories
Although, the days, are long gone
I, do not care.

I, carefully shut my eyes
I, silently close my ears
Although, the facts, befall me
I, do not care.

I see the stars, so bright,
falling from the sky,
Oh, its so good, to see...

I see my hopes, my love,
just vanishing like a little,
faint, moonlight,
Oh too bright for me...
Oh, too much for me...

I see the rainbow, bright
filling me with warmth
Oh, its so good, to love...

I see it in, my mind,
an empty horizon that
saves my mind,
from horrors of hell...
Oh please do not tell...

Oh, just love me, please...

You are happy 99.9% of the time! You have a positive view on life and push away the negative. Every miracle is cherrished and every mistake is learned anew. You have spirit and brighten up everyone's day! You have learned to deal with worry and stress and are past it. Do beware of those who envy your happiness. Don't be afraid to sometimes let out your anger, before it piles up behind your concealed nerves. Your smile won't fade as long as you learn to express your deeper emotions!

You have a hard time breaking away from a relationship. You hate being alone and you feel that you must have a relationship. You have a hard tim making even the simplest of decisons and you will often subordinate your needs to keep your significant other with you. In otherwords, you are co-dependent even in a toxic relationship.

Yellows are the sunniest, happiest and most childlike personalities in the color-spectrum. "All I want to do is have some fun!" is a song which is a wonderful representation of Yellows and shows their easy going, light and sunny character. These playful people have a wonderful sense of humor. They love to laugh and intimately enjoy life from many different angles. They advocate relaxation, the pure joy of life and live spontaneously. They are always reminding other people to not take life too seriously and to always look on the bright side. Life and work should both be enjoyed.

You are most compatible with SCORPIO! I'm sure most of your friends are Scorpions! Together you're going to rock! Scorpio’s are strong, deep, mysterious, complex, and also secretive. One trait of the Scorpio personality is that of an achiever, striving to succeed, and do well in life. They are often an influence of leadership and play important roles in the lives of people surrounding them. They may appear to calm and self controlling, but in reality they are actually very emotional individuals.Scorpio’s are considered to be gifted. Their high striving minds are often incapable of accepting failure.Thus, Scorpio’s are often more likely to succeed in their goals and dreams. Scorpio’s prove to be excellent friends. They are loyal and committed to their companions and are often vital roles in the lives of the one’s who love them.

Want to be treated with respect? Stop showing off! And try not to offend your friends with careless words.

Your future lover should be someone with class. You belong with someone polite and never afraid to admit their mistakes. They will help you see the good in life and appreciate everything.

Someone who you never noticed before, who is just watching you from afar. You probably thought you would end up with your crush, eh?... well, nope. You were destinied to be with the one person who admires you the most.

The Sometimes-Evil-More-Messed-Up-Probably-Done-A-Lot-Of-Things-I-Regret type! You sit there, feeling guilty a lot, because you know that what your doing or have done is wrong... most of the time... You can come across as angelic and seem to have two sides to you, naughty and nice. Or you come out, and hide no feelings or behaviour! This is YOUR song baby! Baby you did a bad bad thing didnt you!

Chia just calculate their name numerology.

Dear De Zhong, your Name Numerology is 7 based on below formula :

D+E+Z+H+O+N+G
4+5+8+8+6+5+7=43
4+3=7

Below are the analysis result for number 7 :

MYSTIC, will become poetic, prolific and philosophical, will contemplate.

Friendly Numbers: 8, 6, 5
Enemy Numbers: 1, 2, 9
Day: Monday
Color: White
Gem: Cat´s Eye
Metal: White Gold
Body Chemistry: Mucus (Kappha)
Karmic Lesson: Practicality
Best Suited Professions: Artists, teachers, journalists, film makers

Compatible numbers for :
- Business: 2, 3, 6, 7
- Marriage: 2, 3, 6, 7
- Romance: 2, 3, 7, 9

Once you get it into your head that you want someone, you move full Steam ahead in your suit. You do not give up your quest easily. You are nurturing and caring. If someone has a problem, this turns you on. You are highly passionate, loyal, and intense in your involvements, sometimes possessive and jealous. You are very sharp & talented often with sense of humor. When people bother to look deep inside they cannot resist what they see. You are stimulated by the eccentric and unusual, having a free and open attitude. You get jealous of other people and lose your temper.

Called the "Undecided" or "Nature's" alignment, this alignment represents neutral on both axes, and tends not to feel strongly towards any alignment. Some neutral characters, rather than feeling undecided, are committed to a balance between the alignments. They may see good, evil, law and chaos as simply prejudices and dangerous extremes. A farmer whose only concern is to feed his family is of this alignment. Most animals, lacking the capacity for moral judgement, are of this alignment. Laura Croft, Han Solo, and Gregory House are all true neutral charecters..

This is the results :

You were born on 16th of January 1992.

:: Peace bringer.
:: Born to be a diplomat.
:: Always think of others needs than theirs.
:: Naturally analitical and act according instinct.
:: Hate to be alone.
:: Friends are so important to them as friends are stepping stone for them to success; but prefer to be alone if the relationship is not suits them.
:: Shy, so should learn to elevate self esteem and express their feeling freely.

Famous people that share your personalities : Bill Clinton, Madonna, Whoopi Goldberg, Thomas Edison, Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart.

Almost a dream, as I remain hidden in my own delusions, a dream, a yearning a hope, yet I remain hidden in my frail shell of cowardice.

Thanks guys for the time. I will never forget you guys. Forever friends - DZ JK AH SK

Joke. An intense longing
Only to see it appear and then becoming
No more
Though being
Active will achieve results
Never. Courage is absent.

De Zhong

hello
My name is miss Grace,i saw your profile today and became intrested in you,i will also like to know you the more,and i want you to send a mail to my email address so i can give you my picture for you to know whom l am.Here is my email (grace_******@yahoo.com) believe we can move from here.I am waiting for your mail to my email address above.miss Grace.(Remeber the distance or colour does not matter but love matters alot in life)

Who's this? -.-

Illness. what does it define?
Maybe, a defect in your
Immune system? Or a
Silent intruder in your blood,
Swimming against the flow, infecting
Your
Own territory with an
Ulterior motive? Or is it
Just,
Only, a
New, shy unwelcome visitor
Tapping into your resources
And unknowingly,
Not assimilating
When He was required to,
Ending the period of peace, and beginning the
New era of
Terror, and then
Silence,
Under the skin of your seemingly innocent body
Nesting in hiding, running and running, as if your body is just a
Game.

De Zhong

Yes dear, I request to return to my comfort zone.
Absence.
Bleak futures await, with cancelled hope.
Dreading the sight of you, yet
ever waiting for an unexpected appearance, a
free gift, a miracle
God may finally give to you -
Happiness.
I hope for it. Yet it comes in a package,
Just, only Night will bring peace...
Krakenhaus, I await my entrance,
longing for a way out
Mourning,
Never resting from the recurrent nightmares that arose from
Only dreams,
painting a bejewelled masterpiece only fit for the
Queen,
resting? Never.
Succulently tasting the empty air where the void appears,
then,
Under my eyes
Vanished dreams transform into perceived reality, a last vigor of hope that is
.

De Zhong

It could be amusing,
Cautiously weaving
Angsty images in your mind, of
Names, identities of
Those who
Gave you a small memory
Ever past
Those who are -
Only a fragmant of your past
Veil unwoven
Entry number one - the image of
Refined gentle quietness
You walk out of your vehicle
On a bright Sunny day
Under the stone roof you go
Just walking
On stone - bare ground
No one speaks
The time stops (In my heart)
As I sit, in hiding, in cover
Never taking my eyes off - ever.

De Zhong